Love is hard....

I think I am in love with a friend of mine... he is the nicest guy ever and we are great friends.. but I don't know what to do... I have feelings for him, and I don't know how he feels about me.. Should I tell him and risk to ruin the friendship or should I just try to get over it?... Gaah I am so freakin confused...... I've known this guy for a while now, we met when I was in 8th grade I think... He is so nice, funny, caring, charming.. every positive word can describe him.. he is just so amazing.. But I'm so afraid I might ruin the friendship if I tell him that I've got feelings for him... What to do? Im so confused and I don't have the slightest idea what to do...

I'm gonna need some time to think this over, I'm so confused at the moment...
Love can be so hard and confusing, but still at the same time so amazing and wonderful..

Well, I am off to bed soon because I'm soo tired right now..
Good night to you, stranger or friend, sitting there reading about how I feel about this and that and all my silly thoughts, feelings and plans..

I love you <3 (and I really want to tell you how I feel, but I don't dare to, I'm afraid I might ruin the friendship between us)

God bless you <3

- Stine <3

School

Oh yay.. xD Three english lessons in a row.. luckily we have breaks in between, or else I would be going mad after one lesson.. Not that I mind english lessons, english is fun.. But I still need my breaks, or else I would as I said go mad xD

Right now Im sitting on Spotify, listening to Sneakernight - Vanessa Hudgens xD
Its kinda cool actually, I don't see why people has to criticize her music..
Same when people criticize the Jonas Brothers without giving them a chance, that makes me SO annoyed. Everyone's like: "They are gay, they can't sing, bla bla blaaa"... The only reason why some criticize them, is because they are jealous. Just because they are popular and famous, and last but not least; they are GREAT singers and nice, down-to-earth guys.

Well, my teacher is back now, so I guess I'll have to finish the task I started working on last lesson...

Bye guys, take care :)

I love you <3
( I know you are out there somewhere, I know who you are and I know what I feel for you, but you just don't know how I feel for you... <'3)

- Stine