12. sep. 2009

Love is hard....

I think I am in love with a friend of mine... he is the nicest guy ever and we are great friends.. but I don't know what to do... I have feelings for him, and I don't know how he feels about me.. Should I tell him and risk to ruin the friendship or should I just try to get over it?... Gaah I am so freakin confused...... I've known this guy for a while now, we met when I was in 8th grade I think... He is so nice, funny, caring, charming.. every positive word can describe him.. he is just so amazing.. But I'm so afraid I might ruin the friendship if I tell him that I've got feelings for him... What to do? Im so confused and I don't have the slightest idea what to do...

I'm gonna need some time to think this over, I'm so confused at the moment...
Love can be so hard and confusing, but still at the same time so amazing and wonderful..

Well, I am off to bed soon because I'm soo tired right now..
Good night to you, stranger or friend, sitting there reading about how I feel about this and that and all my silly thoughts, feelings and plans..

I love you <3 (and I really want to tell you how I feel, but I don't dare to, I'm afraid I might ruin the friendship between us)

God bless you <3

- Stine <3